How do you know when you are a freak, I can not tell you if I think you are one, but I can tell you the things I have done which makes me believe I am one? You see I have this fantasy of being taken advantage of while I am sleeping I watch all kinds of porn with the woman asleep. But when I knew I went a little to far is when I would pretend I was asleep infront of my guy friends that doesn't sound like much but the ones who took advantage I was really awake and did not pretend that I woke up I let them play the whole thing out I was turned on beyond belief. If that is not enough my dirty mind never stops when I would give head I kept remembering a porn I saw on rimming and I would lick further and further back the balls and then behind the balls and then further until I was stopped which was not to often the only thing is the person had to be squeaky clean, because I get turnned off by unplessant smells otherwise I would end up rimming who ever let me. Now I on to my next kinky thing I have one more really nasty thought in my head I want to try but havent told anyone yet it seems very simple but I am working up to it. After I do it I will share the experience here in this blog it may sound a little sick and I do not want to be discouraged so I have to be careful who I tell while looking for someone to help me.
Thanks for reading from the pervert in me to the pervert in you. Amie